Why We Spend To Feel Better

When Emotions Cost You Cash

I used to think I was in control of my spending.
I wasn’t.
I was performing.

For a long time, money was my costume. A tool I used to shape how people saw me. The round of drinks was on me because I wanted to look generous. The VIP table was mine because I wanted to look rich, fun, magnetic. I wasn’t doing it for the memories. I was doing it for the perception.

That’s the part most people don’t talk about.

We don’t just spend money on things.
We spend money on feelings.

Belonging. Approval. Attention.
Power. Confidence. Love.

And when we don’t feel those things inside, we chase them outside with a card swipe.

It’s easy to call that irresponsible. It’s easy to say “budget better” or “just stop spending.” But when your self-worth is on the line, logic rarely wins.

I was the person who would pick up the check just to be liked. I wanted to be accepted, wanted to look the part. So I spent. A little here. A lot there. Not because I needed anything, but because I needed something.

Maybe you know the feeling.

Maybe you’ve bought things you didn’t need just to avoid feeling left out.
Or maybe you’ve posted something online like new clothes or a fancy dinner hoping it made you look like you had it together.
Maybe the cart wasn’t just full of items. Maybe it was full of unspoken needs.

This isn’t about shame. It’s about honesty.

We spend to feel better. That’s the truth.
And often, we don’t even realize it.

We say we’re “treating ourselves,” when we’re really soothing something.
We call it “deserved,” but deep down, it’s often disguised discomfort.
Loneliness. Insecurity. Pressure to appear successful.

Here’s the thing most budgets don’t account for:
Your emotions.

You can know all the right money rules and still feel stuck if your money is tangled up in how you see yourself. If spending makes you feel seen, valued, important, it’s not just a financial habit. It’s emotional survival.

And until you understand that connection, change will feel like punishment.

The goal isn't to shame yourself into better choices.
The goal is to understand why you make them.

I wish someone had told me that earlier.
That there was nothing wrong with wanting to be liked.
That the desire to feel good isn’t weak or shallow.
But that real peace, the kind that lasts, was never going to come from how expensive the table was or how many people thought I had it together.

It had to come from me liking me.
Not the version of me I was trying to sell.

So here’s what I want you to sit with:
What are you really spending for?
What feeling are you chasing?
And is there a version of that feeling you can create without the transaction?

That’s not a call to deprive yourself. It’s an invitation to get curious.

Curious about what your money patterns are actually trying to protect.
Curious about the moments you feel the pull to buy.
Curious about who you think you need to be to feel loved or respected.

Because underneath all of that is you.
The real you.
The one who doesn’t need to perform.

Maybe you’ve never bought a VIP table. Maybe your spending looks like late-night Amazon carts or always covering for people who never pay you back. Maybe your pattern is different. But the root is often the same.

We want to feel good.
We want to feel seen.
We want to feel safe.

And sometimes, money feels like the shortcut to get there.

But if you’re honest, it’s never enough.
The high fades. The cart ships. The bank app hits you with a dose of regret.

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So what if there’s another way?
What if money didn’t have to carry the weight of your self-worth?
What if you could unhook your value from your wallet?

Not by avoiding spending. But by getting to know the why behind it.

This is where healing starts. Not with a tighter budget, but with deeper self-awareness.

You don’t need to be perfect with money to grow.
You just need to be real with yourself.

So let this post be your nudge, not your lecture.
There’s more to explore.
More patterns to uncover.
More compassion to give yourself.

Because if you're spending to feel better, you're only human.

But maybe now’s the time to feel better in a different way.
A deeper way.
One that doesn’t leave your soul full of shame or your pockets empty.

You don’t have to impress anyone to be worth something.
Not anymore.

Not with another swipe.
Not with another outfit.
Not with another round you can't afford.

You just have to come back to you.

And the journey back?
That's where things get real.
That's where it all begins.

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Cervante Burrell, M.Ed., CFEI®, is the founder of Money Tips Money Hacks, a financial wellness educator, husband, and proud father dedicated to helping others thrive financially from the inside out.